So hurt..

Being with someone for many years doesn't give you an assurance that he'll stay with you forever; that he'll love you endlessly..Even married couples still end up in divorce..Nothing is permanent in this world..One day you're happy and the other day you're sad.

Maybe there are people who are LUCKY in love and the one's who are very UNLUCKY in love. Others prefer to be alone..Like single for life and its not an option...Its a Choice..But they are very satisfied with their life. I know sometimes they feel alone...Just like the saying goes.. " No man is an island ". But they have their loved ones in their life...

As for me, Im still not sure if I'll end up being with someone or maybe I'll end up being alone too.. I loved someone for many years but this person is so confusing. Maybe he's choice is to be single for life... So what's the point of us being in a relationship. Im getting old, we're not teenagers anymore.. Some of our friends are happily married or with kids already.

I'll just keep myself busy. Doing my hobbies. And pray that I'll be better as days goes by...

Prize mail from Bloominglovely1

Last Christmas Heidi had given away 10 things for her giveaway for 10 days.. Each day has a different things ..From Makeup, Makeup Brush, Jewelry from Soufel, Perfume and the grand prize which was an Olympus Digital Camera. But you have to comment as many times as you can.. Since I don't have a digital camera and I couldn't afford to buy one, I entered her giveaway everyday..which is the camera... When she announced the top 10 winners of her giveaway, I was very nervous cause I really like to win the camera.. And I was lucky enough to win it out of thousand of subscribers who entered that time..

Thanks again Heidi of Germany for the camera ♥

Prize mail from Jenluvsreviews

This is the first time I have won on Youtube. And I was just a runner up on her giveaway :)
I didnt expected it cause I never won in any giveaways online. So I tried and got lucky..
Im very thankful for it.. She's my good friend now ♥

Waiting and waiting and waiting...until when?

2NE1 please comeback..
You only released one song last year and had world tour concert and our country is not even included..gosh!!!
YG said there going to have a comeback on April 2013..its April already...
Waaaaahhh!!!!!