Life is a never ending change..

There is nothing permanent in this world except for change... Changing for the better or changing for the worse. But at the end of the day we have to learn.And realize something.Life has a lesson..You may not learn right now but as time passes by you'll slowly learn something and discover something new. All things has a purpose when you're feeling down right now, you may feel happy tomorrow.. who knows?

Comebacks..

So, Kpop Girl Groups of year 2009 made a comeback this year 2013.. Having a fierce, strong stage presence and stellar performance. 4 Minute, T'ara's N4, Secret finally made a comeback at Korea's music show. Its nice to see them dancing and singing. Dancing and singing like a pro. Its like its year 2009 again. While their fans are celebrating for their comeback, we blackjacks are hurting...waiting and waiting and waiting for 2NE1's comeback. Hope afterschool and f(x) make a comeback too. Cause I love to watch all the famous girl groups of 2009 perform together this year..Just hoping...

So hurt 2

As I reminisced and re-think about all the happy things and problems we had been through, I decided to still continue loving him. Despite the things we are experiencing now. I would rather love someone with all my heart rather than having many regrets of what I didn't do. I may end up hurting or I may end up happy. But I still believe all things has a purpose and limitations too. Still praying that everything will be alright in God's perfect time.

So hurt..

Being with someone for many years doesn't give you an assurance that he'll stay with you forever; that he'll love you endlessly..Even married couples still end up in divorce..Nothing is permanent in this world..One day you're happy and the other day you're sad.

Maybe there are people who are LUCKY in love and the one's who are very UNLUCKY in love. Others prefer to be alone..Like single for life and its not an option...Its a Choice..But they are very satisfied with their life. I know sometimes they feel alone...Just like the saying goes.. " No man is an island ". But they have their loved ones in their life...

As for me, Im still not sure if I'll end up being with someone or maybe I'll end up being alone too.. I loved someone for many years but this person is so confusing. Maybe he's choice is to be single for life... So what's the point of us being in a relationship. Im getting old, we're not teenagers anymore.. Some of our friends are happily married or with kids already.

I'll just keep myself busy. Doing my hobbies. And pray that I'll be better as days goes by...

Prize mail from Bloominglovely1

Last Christmas Heidi had given away 10 things for her giveaway for 10 days.. Each day has a different things ..From Makeup, Makeup Brush, Jewelry from Soufel, Perfume and the grand prize which was an Olympus Digital Camera. But you have to comment as many times as you can.. Since I don't have a digital camera and I couldn't afford to buy one, I entered her giveaway everyday..which is the camera... When she announced the top 10 winners of her giveaway, I was very nervous cause I really like to win the camera.. And I was lucky enough to win it out of thousand of subscribers who entered that time..

Thanks again Heidi of Germany for the camera ♥

Prize mail from Jenluvsreviews

This is the first time I have won on Youtube. And I was just a runner up on her giveaway :)
I didnt expected it cause I never won in any giveaways online. So I tried and got lucky..
Im very thankful for it.. She's my good friend now ♥

Waiting and waiting and waiting...until when?

2NE1 please comeback..
You only released one song last year and had world tour concert and our country is not even included..gosh!!!
YG said there going to have a comeback on April 2013..its April already...
Waaaaahhh!!!!!